I deleted all of my old posts. It wasn't that many and I kind of feel like starting this whole thing over.
I guess I don't really have a lot to say, anyway. I'm pretty happy today. I haven't done anything at all today besides give Sara a ride to work. We are going out to Denny's after she gets off. I'm pretty excited, we haven't hung out all week.
Work is annoying, but I've been toughing it out and not calling off all week! Gotta save money!
My mood changes from hour to hour. I am generally happy. I am excited about life. I am spending time doing absolutely nothing and at the same time I feel like this is a really important part of my life. By "doing nothing", I really only mean that I am doing nothing technically "productive" towards my life. I am perfectly fine with that. I am in no rush to grow up, go to work, come home and repeat. While I'll reach that part of my life soon enough, I don't know why society makes that the acceptable lifestyle to live. I will never understand graduating high school and going straight into college and going straight from college into a career and a family and what is ultimately the "final stage" of life before you get old and die.
I want to do things and see things and experience things. I don't want to experience 13 years of school, followed by 4 years of college, then followed by 50 more years of a career.
I do, however, want to go to school. That is what I'm doing. I'm spending time goofing off now until I pay off my car and the rest of my small amount of bills that I've got now. After I do that, I'm heading to school. At least it is a school I want teaching me to do what I really want in a place that I really love. So, anyone can say what they want about what I'm doing but I finally know that this is the right thing for me to do.
I know no one will probably read this and I know it's sort of all over the place and not very organized and probably kind of long, but ya know ...whatev.
